Super Junior Donghae & Eunhyuk_ 아직도 난(Still You)_Music Video [Review]

The first thing that comes to my head after seeing the teaser is a story between two good friends that had separated for a reason since Eunhyuk and Donghae were on the different pages. Though, their lives are still connected somehow.

I am not surprise to hear that Eunhyuk, the guy can sing very well. I was actually taken a back and tell myself that this guy should sing more of this genre since we all know that he is an exceptional rapper. As I was writing this part, I am actually listening to Eunhyuk's part.

Donghae, on the other hand looks so innocent on the video, the eyes are almost crying. I don't know if it is because he was ask to do so, but I am feeling something inside him is empty and lonely. Maybe it was because of the song itself. I will not comment about his voice since we heard him sung the same genre with K.R.Y.

Let's talk about the scene where Eunhyuk was walking and passes by a pretty lady, I know ELFs died after seeing his (I don't know how to describe his smile. But it surely knocks me down. Like my soul just wonder to Neverland) smile. I also envy that girl, I know you felt it to, no need for further explanation.

How about the waiter and Donghae at the café, I was actually laughing on that scene (sorry Donghae oppa. I can't help it. ㅋㅋㅋ). I still see you as a kid not a man at all. And that is what I love about you.

Enough about the MV talks let's now go to the music and lyrics.

Base on my perspective, the song is about their fans. (I am cry. Fans myself. Bit my lower lip. Trying hard not to cry ㅜㅜ_ㅜㅜ) Their fans who had left them. (ㅜ_ㅜ) 

As the lyrics go :

*2nd Stanza*

[English]

 "You get into a different person’s car, link arms with him

As you smile

I thought I was okay now, I thought I was fine

But"

[Romanization]

"[Eunhyuk] Ttansaram chae tago, pyeonhage paljjang kkigo,

Utneun neoran geol

[Donghae] Nan ije gwaenchantago, amureochi antago,

Saenggakhaetdeon nainde,"

[My Interpretation]

"Them who transfer to another fandom and being comfortably happy.

The members thought they are okay with it that they don't mind."

*Chorus*

[English]

"But Still you, you, you, I haven’t forgotten you

Still you, you, you, I’m still the same, yeah

Am I hurting? (I am hurting)

I don’t know (I don’t know), oh no yeah

It’s still you, just you, still you"

[Romanization]

"[Donghae] Hajiman nan ajikdo you, you, you, mot ijeonna bwa,

[Eunhyuk] Ajikdo you, you, you, geudaeroinga bwa, yeah

[Donghae] Apeun geoni ([Eunhyuk] Apeun geoni), apeunga bwa,

I don’’t know ([Eunhyuk] I don’’t know), oh no …yeah

[All] Ajikdo nan, geudaero neol, ajikdo nan neol"

[My Interpretation]

"But SJ will never forget them(fans who left), and will still be the same when loving and thanking them(fans who left).

Do they feel hurt for you(fans who left) leaving or do they feel happy because you(fans who left) follow your happiness.

They don't know because they feel both... happy and sad"

*3rd(rap) & 4th Stanza*

[English]

"Yo I still look at your photos in my phone and press delete

I contemplate whether to call you or not

Running out of breath is all because of you

I calm myself but it barely lasts ten minutes

Erasing the scribbles you wrote in my heart

I guess I don’t want to yet, I don’t want to erase you

I become your shadow, following you every day

With my exhausted shoulders

If I take a step closer, you take two steps back

I have no choice but to look at you"

[Romanization]

"[Eunhyuk] Yo, nan ajikdo jeonhwa butdeulgo,

Neoui sajin humchyeobogo naseo sakjereul nureugo

Jeonhwahalkka gomine ppajigo

Sumi beokchan haruga da neo ttaemun,

Barojabeun maeum gireobwatja myeot sipbun

Nae mame nega geurin nakseoreul jiuneun ge,

Ajik sirheungabwa neol jiundaneun ge

[Donghae] Neoui geurimja doeeo, maeil ttaradanigo,

Jichin eokkael gamssamyeo

Hanbal deo dagagamyeon, dubal deo domangganeun,

Neoreul bara bol su bakke eomneun na"

[My Interpretation]

"They don't want to forget the memories that they(fans who left) gave them and even if how many times the boys say 'Don't Cheat!' they can never hold everyone and force them to stay being an ELF."

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The main point is we enjoy this MV, their song and EUNHAE is back! Who cares about this Review ㅋㅋㅋ. Have a Good Day!

Everything that I've said in here is purely base on my perspectives. I don't mind if you criticize, because I am a free man and you are as well we can say what we want, what we think is wrong and right. I write what I see and what I feel.

--LYRICS Credits--

Translation Credits: pop!gasa 

Romanizations by: kpoplyrics.net 

Sister Fangirling

Hyukjae’s touching ending speech at SS5 Mexico (source : fyukjae)

Hyukjae's touching ending speech at SS5 Mexico (source: fyukjae)    

How being an ELF changes me?

                Before being an ELF I have this awkward aura in me. I am always the laughing stock because I am fat. My classmates calling me insulting names but that didn’t stop me from studying hard, I become the cream of the crop, but it didn’t stop them either to bully me again. I was like why do they can’t accept me for what I am?

                One day while watching Pops-In-Seoul, This Music Video is playing 

COOKING? COOKING! - SUPER JUNIOR H

And I was like, “Oh maybe I need to try harder like the girl in the video.” So I started Googling the artist and found-out that it was Super Junior-H, which is said to be the sub-group of a 13-members idol group, Super Junior. I even watched it again on Youtube and then I notice this song of them called HAPPINESS, and every single nerves in my body starts crying.

                The feeling of being love is what I am always seeking from others because I feel like no one loves me, so I cried when I heard it. Then NEORAGO comes along which also talks about love. Hearing them sing and say “Forever” makes me feel love. Those were the times I feel like giving up already but then they grab my hand from letting go on the edge of a cliff; a hand that gives me hope to do my very best in every way. They taught me what really happiness means. They taught me what really being love feels. And the feeling of belongingness is what they make me feel complete.

                My mom told me that I have matured in my decisions in life, that I have become stronger and that I will never be fool in love, because Super Junior taught me that I don’t need a physical boyfriend with a shallow love but what I need is self-esteem, be me and not let other people bring me down. Super Junior makes me believe that even the impossible dreams are possible to achieve.

                 Because of them I know what I want to be, what I need and to appreciate the little things in my life. Even though I am addicted to them, and wanted to go beyond what I can, and sometimes I wanted to buy them (if only I am rich), I am contented to what my mom can give me.

                Being a fangirl is like being someone who is willing to dream, accept and achieve the things, people or the situation given to them. Being a fangirl is not simply idolizing them but also loving them unconditionally and supporting them endlessly.

                When I become an ELF I met these girls.

            I’m happy that I found this great people in my High School. I merely can’t imagine my life without their color. A High School without their great support to my fangirling activity is a dull senior year to me.

I thank them, for sharing, crying and laughing for all my craziness over Super Junior, I should have been an outcast without this girls. This girls showed me the foundation of true friendship, I mean they all know my stories and such, but they brought new hope that I deserve to not to be betrayed. I’m grateful because they were all their to listen, to laugh, to sing, to dance with me and to fall in love with SUPER JUNIOR that we know that is impossible to meet. (But I hope)

                These are my ELF treasures:

          

                Now, I only have to wait for my #RealUNLI moment to arrive right before my eyes. I am

FOREVER ELF and Always on the GO to reach my GOAL!

Die-hard ELF,

Sharmaine

We Conquer the Sportsfest (STICA)

“I believe in the impossible
If I reach deep within my heart
Overcome any obstacle
Won’t let this dream fall apart
See I strive to be the very best
Shine my light for all to see
Cause anything is possible
When you believe.”
-I believe by Fantasia

This time around I find myself singing the same part over and over again. Why? It seems unusual for me to be so excited about the occasion which I gladly (sarcastic) turned down. I was invited to be in the official line-up of volleyball team, yet I was force to let it go for a personal reason. Also, I would have been part of the cheering team and again it was nothing but dreaming to dance with them. Yes, two things came unexpectedly, yet in just one night I was force to leave it behind. I can’t tell you exactly, but to cut it short there is an argument involve.

            Actually, the point of writing this is to celebrate the Championship of our team, we actually won the over-all among the 7 competitors. Yes, even though we didn’t make it so some games, even though other teams are stepping on us, we still manage to be on top. What we have more than anyone else is a HEART that strives for what we believe. We believe that we can, like believing in the impossible to be possible.

            Yes, the heart makes it possible. The faith that we have for each other and the goal that we wanted to achieve has finally arrived.

“ ‘CAUSE ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE… WHEN YOU BELIEVE.” – I believe

Note : To GILAS DILAW, CONGRATULATIONS!!! Gilas Dilaw! PUSO! PUSO! PUSO!

My POS (Point of Sales)

The moment when I finally make the whole program work :)))))

Yes! Defense! You're next!

Goodnight :)

Special Thanks to:  Coach Jerome :)

While… Do While….

While thinking of a good program to satisfy the problem. She held to her hand a piece of note that she took while her professor was lecturing, little did she know that the more she writes the less she learns.

            She was frustrated by the way her grades turned out to be not what she expected. She didn’t want to be the second best, what she always wanted is to be the first; always be the first. She was frustrated to the point that even if she took all her professor’s lecture, she still gets confused to what the discussion is all about.

            In the end, because of her frustration and irritation, she didn’t get to do what she was told to do which add to her growing frustration on that day.

For a change

From now on, I will post a kind of story telling type of entry regarding some random and environmental issues. I guess I would use my ability to create an extraordinary kind of reading online. More like a comics but not really.

Argh! I can’t explain it. Just read it though. ^^v

I would make sure it will be a different type of my posting before. :)

Enjoy the rest of the day and anticipate on the next entry.

Hope it would add color on you.

Signing off~

My pledge

I pledge to update my blog (MaiStory) weekly.
Hopefully you'd be more enthusiast to visit this blog.
I will pleased you with my weekly post.

Thank you!

Check out my new Fiction @Asian Fan Fiction

Title : AWAKEN (Fangirl Reality)

By : KyeoSong (Alter ego)

Link : http://www.asianfanfics.com/story/view/516810/awaken-fangirl-reality-bias-you

Foreword : "Let me love myself now. I am done loving you, so... I am letting you go..."

ENJOY READING :)

ELFISH

I am portraying Amphitrite, The Goddess of the Sea.

Since the motif of our Acquaintance Party is about Gods and Goddesses J

This is how we (fangirls) explain it

Random #4

Such a wonderful sky. Did you guys saw the super moon? Is it good?

Yeah, I guess. I hope he saw it too.

That would be amazing if he looks at it the same way I am looking at it, feels like he is looking straight to me even if we are miles a part. I am looking forward on seeing him soon. And I will not waste time on telling him how have I been when he was gone. :)

Goodnight guys! :*

USER!

It took me a second to realize that everything is just a nonsense topic. It is no new at all. You leeches, fame-users and b*tches should just stay where you are or I'll hunt and eat you up like what is on the song of a famouse Hallyu singer.

Things like these will always be a part of the industry; users are so rampant and they drag you to hell then climb on top with the fame they gain from you, I know some artist who did this, I know you guys do too. It is funny to think that those people they've use didn't even notice  their true means for them. They will ride on you until they get what they wanted and leave you as if nothing happened.

Even if stupidity is free, doesn't mean you take all of it in you, it must be prevented before it affect you and the people around you. If they learned that you are stupid and easy to be trick, even if you think it is just kindness you gave them, they will take it all from you. Because you  gave them the chance to use you, and to take advantage of you.

Doesn't mean that when stupidity is on trend, you also be stupid along with the others. It is okay to be stupid but it should be on the positive side. We should not tolerate this. This makes our life miserable as well as the people around us.

P.S.
  It takes hard-work and patience to be successful. Stop being a burden. There are some with inabilities but still succeed, you can too.

There's nothing good at comparing

Twitter Status:

@sharmaine1004: "As long as the band itself didn’t make it a big deal then there’s no point on making a fuss."

~~~~~

I think things like comparing groups to another is really not a new. I’ve heard sorts of issues regarding comparing bands to another new bands or to their labelmates but as long as the band itself didn’t make it a big deal then there’s no point on making a fuss.

Comparing is done by the fans, the audience and the people who’ve seen them. But to its irony, the bands that are being involve has a close relationship a sunbae and dongsaengs, sometimes not what you see is what you really get. It is more on the unseen or to the untold stories that the fact itself is proving it to the public/ we tend to conclude and make stories without facts, even if we do have, we don’t really know the story of every photos or every videos.

You don't want him to go, but you constantly reminding him to leave...

Afternoon status on Twitter.

It's actually about the countdowns; I realized it later, though. Well, I am not saying that the countdown itself is wrong or a pressure but it is really disturbing to think that you don't want someone to leave but you’re counting the remaining days of him before leaving. I find it illogical.

I did it once and it is really unreasonable to make it, since all you want to remember is the days that you both shared but not the days that you are counting. It's like you're excited for him to leave rather than getting sad or at least missing him for the time he is going to be gone. I base it on my experience and I am too stupid to countdown for him and now what I always remember is the time I told him, "Last day."

See, it's like reminding yourself that you only have 1 last life before the game is over.

For You and for your Bias who will enlist soon

Let's support one another and wait patiently from the moment they get enlist until the day of their discharge. Time flies and I know it is hard to wait for someone who is dear to our heart, 2 years is not a joke and for us, who wait, it is not as fast as it could be, but when you are not counting you will be shock to know that finally it's time to be together with our bias again, we will finally see him.

Let's not be bother for whatever that is not yet confirm, let's wait for him to confirm it, let's built a good foundation of trust with one another.

Our Biases might not know us individually but as long as they say their thank you to us in general, it is a big acknowledgement for us. Let's not betray them, rather let's encourage them and fight for them as they do their best to be a better person they want themselves to be and the person they want us to show.

"BIAS! Be Careful! Saranghamnida! Fighting!"

-Goodnight-

It Takes a Man and a Woman (movie review)

Thinking of how you've totally change in a single mistake is not your fault. Thinking of how you wanted to go but can't, is really not a choice. And here, finally you did come but the damage had been done and returning when you are in pain is a hard challenge for you to be perfectly normal again. You can't just sleep and in one single night, when you wake up you've change.

What happen to Lyda and Miggy in the past is a different story in It Takes a Man and a Woman. This is reality, "Rainbows will never form without a little rain." Same things went to test Lyda and Miggy's  fate, temptations happened to Lyda in You've Change My Life when the character of Rayver Cruz appear as Macoy, Lyda’s high school best friend and now someone who is having a one-sided love for her,  it didn't surpass Lyda and Miggy. Then, Miggy's temptation is in this movie, where Isabelle Daza as Belle, Miggy's ex-girlfriend came and went back with him.

Last April. 31, 2013, 2nd day of It Takes a Man and a Woman directed by Cathy Garcia-Molina and distributed by Star Cinema and Viva Films, starring John Lloyd Cruz and Sarah Geronimo, I and my family watch it on free-seating. We are having a hard time finding a seat for 6 and then we were given seat at the upper last left row. My father is a fan of Lloydie and Sarah, well it is a rare occasion that even in his 54 he still gets the teenage dream whenever he watch them together, we've followed them since A Very Special Love, You've Change My Life until It Takes a Man and a Woman. And every film is a different story. You really can't expect what is going to happen next unless you watch it from the beginning to end.

It's a movie of reality, everything happens in the real world. You love and fall, then happy moments, then complications and eventually fall-out then break-ups, of course heartaches but soon you recover and decided to continue living for your family. But our world is not that big, after all it is round and there are always possibilities that halfway between you and your mending heart here he comes again and all that barriers you put up will fall and you will realize it wasn't enough. You tell yourself to move-on but you haven't really accepted the fact that it is not as simple as you say it. Those that happen in the past should stay in the past, of course not, because pause is the beginning of the future without it the future is a mess.

I would like to emphasize the virtue that I've learned on this film; Acceptance, to Forgive, and Give a Chance. Acceptance, what Lyda's mother did to her father, she said that she realized that even if he did something she still love him. Second, to Forgive is something that should be done after you accept the fact that there are no perfect relationships in this world, we all fall and learn then love again then tripped, it's a cycle of love, of life. I also like to quote Lyda's mother, it is the best, I think, line of the film when Lyda ask her on how to forgive: "Handa ka na ba? Kase desisyon yan." (Are you willing? Because it is a decision.) Last, Give a Chance, give him/her the benefit of the doubt. You shouldn't judge. What you should do first is to listen, listen to an explanation, demand for it, and if you are not satisfied that is the time you ask for time to think about it.

Also the story is not just about moving on, about making others suffer or having many antagonists, the story is not all of those. The story is about knowing what is really important, what we should chose when we are in a midst of confusion, is it the dream we had to achieve or chose between it and someone we love. The options are between your family and the one you love, a real life story when your family needed you and at the same time your love one is asking for you to be with them. I think this movie is a masterpiece. The 3 films are a masterpiece.

And an A plus factor here other that the story of Lyda and Miggy is the role of Joross Gamboa, Matet de Leon and Gio Alvarez, they lighten up the mode of the denial ex couple. Joross, as John  Rae really is a effective comedian, whenever he do his puch lines evryone in the cinema laughs and they are like 3 little pigs, with Zoila(Matet) and Vincent(Gio), they always lightens every drama in the story.

So if you haven't watched it yet, you have the idea of laughing at the same time crying. And that time I am amazed by the long lines of people outside the cinema doors, good thing we've done watching it.

P.S. Finish it until the end, you might miss it, if you leave early :)

Random #3

I don’t say that they are my life. It’s illogical to say it without any facts. I rather say that they live in me. They are my role model; someone that inspires me. It is more appropriate to say it than claiming that they are my life. Though, it is somewhat a figure of speech.

Your life is what you are living, that doesn’t mean that you live because of them, you live because you wanted to.

Save me...

Yes, I am tired… so tired that I could not be able to move a muscle. That I thought I would not feel any pain, but I guess, I am still a human. After turning my heart into stones, after, tearing my chest open, why am I still the one crying? I can’t believe this. I know… I should not be like this. But how am I supposed to do that if I see myself shattered in pieces.

I haven’t been asleep for a week; I’ve been up all night to make my work done in time. Why didn’t they notice that I am too busy to be bothered, while all they do is laugh and laugh none stop, watching gag shows?

I am lonely. I am just hiding inside the shell and now slowly it rots and here my true form will soon be revealed. Someone should save me from being exposed. Because the more they see my true form, the more I get isolated. The lonelinest is increasing and slowly eating me up. I am holding on a tiny and unsteady rope, swinging above the darkness of the cliff. My tears are slowly falling and I want to let go.

Girl on fire

I actually got to the point that I realized my temper is bad, but because I have an image to protect I pretend not to be irritated. It’s hard! If not for the image I want to keep, I would definitely get hysterical and tell her to do it on her own. I hate those people who are lazy and always asking for someone about something not even bothering to think on their own.

What’s worst is when you are actually focusing on something then that person will ask you about nonsense. Are they unable to feel that they have to shut their mouth because someone is using her brain?

Are they so stupid to notice that? Someone should knock their empty shells or crack it open to see if they have it or not, so that I could understand their dumbness. They aren't even beneficial to others, instead they are burdens.

I wouldn't take another burden and my, my, I hate their kind. >.<

Two Angels sent from heaven ♥

Since I miss these two, I am spazzing them. :)

The very first photo was actually made by me and I made it my cover photo on Facebook.

I spazz 83 line. they maybe opposites but I do have both of their personalities. 

(If you know what I mean)

And also I love their dimples as much as I love mine. :)

Credit to the photo owner :)

SJ Merchandise and Spazz with Kat ♥

So last time I ordered some SJ Fanmade merchandise and I was so happy that I finally had it in my hands and it was great at least I have him (Leeteuk) beside me every night. As long as this pillow is here I can carry on waiting for a thousand years. ^_^

And then, Kat went and got herself the Kyuhyun pillow. Then we spazz and spazz and spazz. Actually she just went home. Ke ke ke ke. Annyeong :)

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“Life itself is said to be the greatest gift of all. We treasure life because it is the only thing that is officially us when we have nothing else to keep. But life is demanding. It always has its way to make us what we are today. Its way will lead us to a better way and to the least options that we can have. Things like those are making our lives not ours anymore.” –Sharmaine

            Living a world of vices, technology and corruption is the greatest factor of surviving. To live good, to do good and to be good is often a second choice. To be influenced is easier than learning how to speak. To be bad and to become worst is not always an option, it depends on how we look at the things we always want to have. The unfulfilled reality that will serve as the dreams mystery is hided inside each being. Things that we wish we could have made better instead of worst. The reality is always painful to live in, most especially when your reality is nothing but a mistake.

            People say that we are the ones who drive our lives but sometimes they don’t understand why a particular person is brought to be like that or to be someone that is unacceptable in the eyes of society. People make our live miserable, they tend to judge and always has the labels to us. “We are living in a world of labels” (-The Carrie Diaries)

A child

            Like a child, we should not limit our ability, take chances and risk, because it is the best way to learn and enhance. Like a child, we should not be afraid of whatever happens, at least we try. Society always has their expectations higher than anyone else, but we only have ourselves to set it even higher. What others expect for us is different for what we have to do in our life, for what we think and for whatever actions we take; things that we are only the ones who understands. There is this saying that we learn from the things that hurt us the most, because those are the things that made us who we are today.

            Imagination in a good way will help others grow but sometimes instead of sharing it to others; we hide it knowing that others will not accept it, like we did. But in reality, everything is about morality, things that we do will always have the consequence next. We imagine for the good, then the outcome is also good but if we choose to imagine things that are bad, the outcome is also disaster. Famous saying is the means should always compliment the ends.

Late Valentine's Day

It's a Heart Shape Leche Flan

Chinese Zodiac (movie review)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OPQogQKVeTk

Haven’t seen it yet? Better rush to the nearest cinema and grab your ticket and watch Chinese Zodiac. It’s Jackie Chan, people. Thee Jackie Chan. What could you expect?! All movies of him are the greatest.

            Last Sunday, February 3, 2013 my family and I watch the long awaited Chinese Zodiac of Jackie Chan. What were our expectations…? Well, it hit the greatest expectations of what we could possibly expect. What can I say, it’s Jackie Chan’s movie anyway. Woot! Woot!

            What are more interesting are the characters, never in my thoughts came across of seeing Kwon Sang Woo, he is one of JC (Jackie Chan’s colleague) named Simon. I really can’t believe when he came on the scene. “Yes, it’s Sang Woo, Song-joo of Stairway to Heaven. Kyaa!” I’m trying so hard to squeal too loud.

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Okay, so back to the movie.

So the movie is of course about the 12 Chinese Zodiac Symbols, and the history of the 12 symbols. The main event of the movie is when finally JC is visibly seen on the scene. His entrance was sooooooo cool. I mean if I could get those rollers I will surely keep it. The stunts and everything are just too grand to take. None of the since are dull. I just hope that it lasted forever.

I can only say that much for the movie. My favorite part? Oh… yes, yes. I almost forgot. ALL OF IT! Every part is my favorite!

Now, let’s talk about the cinema. As we get inside I was amazed by the crowd, we almost run out of seats, thank goodness there are 6 vacant chairs at the very last row (beside the operating booth) of the cinema. Before the movie starts, group of people are continuously coming, until the last seat was taken. Right after the movie, when we are about to leave the cinema, there is a snake line of people outside and one by one and group by group, they were coming in--excited to watch the same movie.

We rate the movie as 12 thumbs up!!! Woot! Woot! If it were release on DVD’s we will surely buy it without hesitations. My Mum is a diehard fan of Jackie Chan, since Drunken Master days. I just also become a fan after watching his past films, like High Risk, Rush Hour (1, 2&3), many to mention.

That’s all for now J

In the End...

          We live in a world full of pressures, expectations and discrimination.  We always strive to survive, sometimes, to be someone they want us to be and sometimes we stepped on others to be on top. But at the end of the day, we reflect and ask, "Am I being fair?” fair to others, fair to someone we love and lastly fair to ourselves. Those questions are sometimes hard to answer when you know to yourself that you are not doing what you must do. Be fair to yourself before you become fair to everyone.

            People tend to judge you but do they really know what are you going through?  Do they even look inside you and saw you slowly tearing apart? They don't; most of them only look at the surface, what they see is what they think you are, but what they don't know is what you really are. In life, we chose what would benefit us the most, what is convenient to us and what will make us happy. That is what I sometimes do. I think that what I am doing will not harm anyone around me, I chose it because I want others think that I am more than okay and that no one will  have to worry of what I have been going through.

            Nowadays, a man who is caring, thoughtful and loving is not that rampant. We are seeking for someone so romantic and so sweet that would make us feel that we are the only person in this world and that we are their life. Of course, we are living in the generation of technology and saying "I Love You" is as simple as saying "Hello." It makes me sad to think that, "I Love You" loses its meaning, its real thought.

            I realized that life is really too short to take things for granted. If you can make or say it today, do your best to do it without hesitations, without expectations and without knowing what would happen. Life itself is a gift that we should live for what we can do best, for what we think we do best and for what we have to share to others. Life is not simply living what is lacking, but completing the missing blanks to make us a better person. Challenges will make us fall but we always have the option to stand tall and prove them that we can be someone they don't expect us to be or maybe surpass their expectations.

            Past will always be there and it's not a problem that we sometimes look for it to continue learning and never do the same mistakes again. Past is our guide to live in the future, our teacher to make our mistakes correct and to never fail again.

            Lastly time is everyone’s enemy. It will make you frown when this is not yet the right time or make you surprise in an unexpected time span and will make you regret when time passes you by. Time is precious, if you manage it properly, time will pay off somehow. You will be given all the time you can have in this world, what your duty is, to manage it correctly.

Random #2

So, how was it today? Well, if you ask, the whole day is more than fine. J

It’s Kang-In~oppa’s Birthday by the way. ELFs know him. J

            What really is this post about? Too impatient… This is about my fantasy again; a dream about Super Junior, fangirling mode again so bare with me. J

Here it goes.

            I was actually with my two girl friends, strolling at some resort mall (I guess) and there, out of nowhere Heechul came, shopping for something, so we squeal to death since he is so handsome and looks very masculine. Right there I was left alone because my friends thought that if Heechul was there then the rest might be around somewhere, so we separated, and I being left out with Heechul on the scene. I started stalking him (fangirl’s job: stalking their idols), it’s my chance to see him that close (a stall apart) then I saw these SUJU merchandise shelves (full of posters and other item’s), I didn’t know I was thinking aloud saying, “Are these legal? They are making money out of SJ.”

            Then he noticed, “It’s not, for the sake of your question.” And so I look at him, actually stare at him. He was wearing this sweatshirt and red skinny jeans. I can’t even utter a word after I heard him, “Is he really talking to me?” I thought aloud and again. Then fans noticed him, so we ran together, I didn’t know why but I was actually running with him until we get into a store full of fragrance, I was then distracted to a sweet yet manly smell, then I realize it was him. He was so close that I almost want to hug him. Old couple came and asked us what would be the best fragrance we could offer them (they thought we were the owner of the store). “I’m sorry, but we are also guests’ here.” he said with formality and bought a bottle of whatsoever perfume he randomly grab. Then I followed him to wherever he goes and reach a park type place. I was looking around the place, wondering where would be my friends at this time or if they found the rest.

            “Are you all right? Or are you lost?” with his one brow up. I thought he was pissed so I just walked far from him, seat into a gazebo and there I was trying to reach for my friends, then someone seats beside and patted my head. “Don’t worry. This place is ours. You can’t be lost as long as you’re with the owner.” It was Heechul, with his famous smirk. Then I was thinking, why we are running from everyone. Out of the blue I just wanted to touch his hair, to prove that it is really healthy (Ahahahaha. Weird.) But he never let me but I insist on touching it. His black and soft hair, brush to my finger tips. I feel glad inside (touching an idols hair, one of the best things I could ever experience). Then his hands touched mine to flick it. “Too naughty.”

            We then laugh and talk about nonsense. He is kind-hearted, more like a husband material, and a best friend at the same time. Then Eunhyuk’s parents came with their grandchild, who happens to be Hyuk’s replica. Heechul told me to great them, so we did. I was amazed by Hyuk’s baby, so I ask the elder’s if I can carry the baby and they let me. Heechul looks at me smiling and then talked to Hyuk’s umma. Hyuk’s appa is sharing childhood stories about Hyuk and his wife. Then Eunhyuk came, just a moment after he came, his wife followed. His wife looks familiar, so then I realized that girl was my sister. But she didn’t realize. Then my alarm rings. End of my fantasy.

            I told my sister about it and we were spazzing about SJ again. :”>

*So sorry for being informal Kim Heechul~oppa.*

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