2011 happenings
The year 2011 made me busy. Having those last minute events and last minute requirements, entrance exam to universities and choosing the right career. I can’t believe after all those stressful things that happen I finally ease myself. We went to have our retreat and JS Promenade, we are spectacular that night. Our retreat made me forgive and forget those things that my best friend did to me. We cherish those times, our last time to be a high school student. Those memories that only high school can have, that made us grow.
Enough with the high school reminisce, let us now go on track and moved-on. Well, its college life, made some adjustments. This is the real thing, the real life and the real world. We have to accept the truth; either went to college or work first. But nowadays, you cannot have a job if you are not at least college level.
I consider myself as one of those kids who are lucky because I can go to college without even having a hard time to be a working student.
A. Debut (September 11, 2011)
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| my debut |
Just so you know, I don’t want to have a celebration like that. I want it simple and as quiet as possible but my mom insisted. She wants to celebrate my debut no matter what is the situation. She makes sure that I celebrated all my birthday as fun as possible.
1. Maturity
Whoah! Even before I was mature! (hahaha)
Even if I am mature before, I learned to be more mature since I have to act as my age (I act beyond my age *No you don’t*). Okay, I have to agree; sometimes I act lower than my age. You know, doing crazy things like imitating a babies’ laugh and making childish sounds. Now I have to lessen those activities. =(
I am mature in life perspectives. They sometimes call me man-hater because of my perspective of love and man. I am not a man-hater it’s just that I have a concept of this life that I don’t want to rush. Things for me are planned already. I mean when I want something I will really strive hard to get that.
2. Decision Making
I decide not for myself but I consider others too. I don’t rush into the decision that I know it won’t make things in the right way. I want every decision I made in my life is perfect. Like what I said earlier I already have a plan. In decision making, I know I made mistakes but if I don’t get to cross someone else’s line, my decisions are okay.
In life we have to decide and conceptualized what was the real thing. I mean, what result do we get; is it for the best or for the worst. You have lots to consider in decision making. Like the common topic called love. What do we have to consider? First is if that love is really true, I know I sounds crazy by saying such things but you can observe someone if his/her love is really true. For me, may sounds weird but anyway, I made an effort to make him see the other-side of me, I am not the common type of girl that will fall that easily. I don’t get to have crushed on someone that easy. I have a concept of this kind of guy that I made in my mind. Though it may not be realistic but believe me once you set your mind to this kind, you will surely feel relieve about heartaches.
3. Still Loveless
I know myself well. I’m not loveless because I’m bitter to something but you know,” the trap of life”? Once you tried to be in it you’ll surely fall for the lies of life. The trap of life is what my mom told me. She said that between ages 16-18 you’ll surely feel the urge of having a boyfriend/ girlfriend and once you follow that urge it’s either you get through it or you've been trapped in it. “Trap” is what we all know as the “premarital sex”. Once you and your partner follow the urge of it, either you already know the feeling of having abortion or the world stops for the both of you; no education, no future. You are lucky if both of your families are rich; really don’t have to make such an effort.
This is my concept of life, love and career; who cares if I don’t have a boyfriend until now? (I don’t), who cares I am so strict about something? (I don’t) and who cares if you all call me anti-social? (I don’t). I don’t care if you made fun of me behind my back. It’s normal, no big deal
B. Great-grandmother Died (December 2, 2011)
My Lola is already 92 years old and she passed away 4 days before her birthday on December 6. Sad, yes but I can’t understand myself, why I didn’t even cry at the thought of losing her. I need my emotions, yet it won’t come and comfort me. My heart is slowly absorbing the pain and all but it won’t let me cry a tear. I can’t say I’m not in, yet I really want her to be close to me just for once again. At the thought of crying will make me feel her hands comforting me and made me feel that everything will be okay.
1. Good News
The good thing about my Lola passing-away is that we can get my grandmother and will stay here in Cavite with us. She will be living with us, since the reason why she can’t be with us is to accompany my Lola.
2. Bad News
Not actually a bad news though it’s for the sake of my Lola, we have to wait for Lola’s 40 days before my grandmother will finally live with us.
I will miss my Lola and I am still praying that, just once again I want to feel her embracing me and sing lullabies for me.
C. Fan Girl Stuffs (December 8, 2011)
Well, others know that I am a fan girl and I’m proud of it. actually I am not consider as a total fan girl though I ship some stuffs, the only thing I don’t get to experience is to go to their concert. I never have been to any concerts, so that’s my next goal.
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| My bias, LEETEUK |
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| package |
1. T-shirt
This shirt is called an A-Cha shirt. The name you read there is my bias name. *BIAS means FAVORITE MEMBER* A-Cha is the name of their repackage album. This cost me 350php+shipping fee= 400php. Not bad right?
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| A-Cha Shirt |
2. Baller
This is what they call Super Junior Birthday Baller. As you can see, there is the name signature and birthdate of my bias. This is 150php+shipping fee= 200php.
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| SJ bday baller |
3. Lanyards
This lanyard was introduced by my co-ELF in I.T. here at La Salle. I got this on sale and it is worth it. If you’ll buy this individually; long lanyard cost 150php(2)= 300php + phone strap/holder cost 100php + the calendar cost 80php = 480 – sale price 350php = 130php look how big is my savings because it was sale + a free strap/holder cost another 100php = 230php, this is so much.
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| Lanyards |
*the calendar is not visible because I already gave it to my close friend, and the other strap/holder is in my sister’s phone. I gave them away because those member that are in there are not my bias, I have no choice since the shoppe doesn’t have enough stock of my bias*
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