I never thought I could be this
grateful all day long.
Before, I
thought you were just the guy I admire the most, but after the dream I had last
night I realized that you are really the only man that will make me feel this
way. I don’t care about age gap, age is just a number.
It’s been four
years now since I became an ELF, I’m eighteen now (nineteen in Korea) and I never
had a boyfriend because of what I think of you. You were my role model, the man
I really want to live with, and your smile melts my heart. Since the moment I saw
you, I really can’t take my eyes of you.
Four years ago,
I knew I admire you because of your smile, your face, and your voice. But as
time passed by, when I dreamed nothing but you, when you became the reason why
I don’t want to accept any suitors and when I become more mature, I realized
that this likeness I call turn to love. I can’t find any reason why I feel this
way, all I know is that my heart skips a beat when I hear your voice, when I
read your tweets, when I read your name, when I watched you (through Music
Videos and Shows), and when I scanned your photos online and in your albums.
I believe that
the dream I had last night was my first dream of you this year. It has been
years since the last LEETEUL~dream. And I thought of that past years that maybe
I was just fantasizing about you, that you will be with me, that the dreamland
is my only way to be with the man I like until last night. You can’t believe
what I dreamed about. It sounds so childish but I really believe in dreams. I
believe and I will achieve my dreams. You are my goal and that’s what makes me
do my best all the time.
I will do my best for the man I
love. (Actually, you’re the only man that I confessed my feelings.)
For you, nothing for me is
impossible. I can do whatever it takes just for you.
By the way in my
dream last night, you made me the person that every woman envied. You were by
my side and where looking at the stars that are shining like your eyes. Then a
meteor shower went, and you promise me that we will meet and watch the meteor
shower together. When I woke-up I was smiling like a fool, and until this very
moment I was imagining your face that is inches away.
Gosh, you made me blush. J
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