I know you’re not mine, but I hope that someday
you’ll be. I know I’m just a fangirl and you might not even know me, but I’ll
never stop believing that someday we might cross the same road. I know it’s
just for a show, but who knows if you really had developed feelings toward her.
I know I don’t have to say this, but I can’t help myself hurting, like a broken
glass that even if you try to stick together there’s still a mark. Hurting like
I know myself I should not felt. Hurting that I know I don’t have the right to have.
Hurting that only I was the one who know. Hurting that no one will ever
understand how much it causes me heartache. Hurting but I still can’t help
myself having. And lastly, hurting that I know I love you even more.
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Early this morning my friend and I were talking
about “CRYING THING”. She then said, “Why did someone cried on SS4? OA!” (She
knows how much I love SUPER JUNIOR) “That ‘OA’ is MY BIAS. He cried because
even if it is hard for him to perform with lesser members on stage, he had to
deal with it because he is the leader and a leader should be strong. He is not
OA, OKAY?! I am an ELF and I won’t force you if you don’t like them but please
don’t say such things.” I said in mind, “If I were to choose between you and
being an ELF, I surely chose being an ELF without hesitation.”
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