Happy Birthday FISHY, LEE DONGHAE

Lee Donghae~ssi,

Happy birthday. I hope you have fun today.

You are as sweet as candy.
Cute as baby.
Lovely as flower.

I've seen you cry, which made me die.
I've seen you hurt, and I felt broke.
I've seen you smile, that made me high.

A man like you is as sincere as the sky.
I can see it through your deep puppy eye.
I have no doubt of you becoming a great man.
The arms you have will not give harm.

You might not know how I love you so.
Not as Bias but as a man I know.
Hope Leeteuk~ssi won't get jealous,
Because he owns me the most.

I'm glad that you came life.
Because of you, we feel alive.

Hope you like the poem I made.
This is the first time and i am glad.
I made it just for you to have.
Because it's your birthday,
the moment that we are all thankful to celebrate.

I thank your Father and Mother because you are here with us together.^^

Love,
@Sharmaine1004

Letter for KIM HEECHUL

To 김희철,

Good day to you.

To be honest, I cannot find the words to say while writing this letter. I don’t know how to start this because my heart is melting. The fact that you are going to leave for a while is an emotional thing for me. I only know you for some time and I felt like I was attached to the entire super junior member. Since 김영운 left, I thought I could handle my emotions well, but I was wrong.

You are one of the reason why super junior continues its journey, aside from your leader, I am also a fan of yours. I find you the opposite of 박정수. But I know you also have this soft side in you. As you said, you are not good at expressing your feelings but your eyes told me the true you. I can see that you are sad, not just sad but much lonely than anybody else. Though words cannot tell, but your eyes speak it.

I finally have the guts to say that you are a must love person. Not just because of your unique personality but because of the real 김희철. The real you is when you update us whenever you tweet.  The real you is when you dance in the beat. The real you is when you sing with all your heart. Lastly, the real you is the man that only you can look as beautiful as anyone else. That is you 김희철.

To cut it short, I wish you good luck. I want you to take care of yourself, you precious 김희철. Stay beautiful as always. And come back, for we, ELF is waiting patiently to see you again. We will pray for super junior to be united again. 김희철, See you again! Fighting!

Love,

Sharmaine

Realizing that...

Have you ever realized that the person you thought you'd loved forever will be buried in the past? The thought that, you never planned to bury him/her in the past, it’s just so happen that one day you woke-up in the morning that you don’t have feelings anymore. You don’t know the reasons why it fades or why so sudden you hate him/her. All you know is that the time is up for the both of you.

I had this feeling too. I don’t know why but I know that it is the best for the both of us. Though he gave his all; his time, effort, attention, etc., but there’s something that isn’t right. My mind and heart both of them agreed to stop pretending and told me that I don’t really love him. The thing that I’ve been wondering about is that, I knew that from the start I do love him, but I just can’t explain why does it have to fade, vanished in the past.

I’ll tell you the story behind this situation….

I had this charming guy, who approached me and ask me out. At first I thought he is so nice and he is respectful, which he is, really. We’ve known each other for almost a year or so. Then suddenly he asked me to be his girlfriend, I know I fall from him so that time I say ‘YES’. We do the same thing and he became more affectionate, and he never stops saying he loves me, those words, they’re sweet. That time I know I might not find a better one than him.

Until so sudden, this heart of mine stops beating for him. My head rejected a thought of him. I don’t even remember I miss him or so. I never told him I love him and never been as affectionate as he was. I realized something is wrong; some things are not the same. “Why is this so?” I asked myself. Then my heart suddenly utters the words, “Because I don’t feel anything for him.” My mind added, “as well as I, I don’t even want to think of him nor missed him.” You might be thinking this is silly but that’s the truth, the painful truth.

The only stupidity I did is that, I never tried to tell him those feelings of mine. I keep it until he was the one who break the bond between us. He found someone else. I know it was my fault and I don’t regret what I did, at least he never gets hurt by my words, nor do I when he got a new girl. Rather than hate him and curse her, I told him to take good care of the girl and to the girl as well.

That’s the story behind those feelings. I realized that, you may be sure for him now, but sooner you will realize that it might hurt him/her.

Good Day!