April 15, 2014

#Random

I am making things in my head...
Losing my way back to you again...
Falling on the ground...
Limbs are apart...
I hit my head hard...
Torn it to pieces...
But still...

April 14, 2014

The reason why...

     The reason why others get too immature for someone is because they think that being around the circle of other people will make them feel more mature when the truth is they don't really get themselves what they are looking for. What they really get are judgement and those were the things they cannot accept. The truth is, rather than being mature they become narrow-minded.

     Yes, everything, everyone changes, if you can't keep up with it, then you don't belong. Well, changes can be good or bad. But changes doesn't mean forgetting the promises you have pledge to for someone. Maybe that is the reason why other people can't accept changing. Because changing comes with forgetting.

     Therefore, I think we change but we will not forget the things we made a promise to keep. I still believe that promises are always being kept and not being left. We should always remember that promises are suppose to be meant not half meant.

December 23, 2013

Super Junior Donghae & Eunhyuk_ 아직도 난(Still You)_Music Video [Review]



The first thing that comes to my head after seeing the teaser is a story between two good friends that had separated for a reason since Eunhyuk and Donghae were on the different pages. Though, their lives are still connected somehow.

I am not surprise to hear that Eunhyuk, the guy can sing very well. I was actually taken a back and tell myself that this guy should sing more of this genre since we all know that he is an exceptional rapper. As I was writing this part, I am actually listening to Eunhyuk's part.

Donghae, on the other hand looks so innocent on the video, the eyes are almost crying. I don't know if it is because he was ask to do so, but I am feeling something inside him is empty and lonely. Maybe it was because of the song itself. I will not comment about his voice since we heard him sung the same genre with K.R.Y.

Let's talk about the scene where Eunhyuk was walking and passes by a pretty lady, I know ELFs died after seeing his (I don't know how to describe his smile. But it surely knocks me down. Like my soul just wonder to Neverland) smile. I also envy that girl, I know you felt it to, no need for further explanation.

How about the waiter and Donghae at the café, I was actually laughing on that scene (sorry Donghae oppa. I can't help it. ㅋㅋㅋ). I still see you as a kid not a man at all. And that is what I love about you.

Enough about the MV talks let's now go to the music and lyrics.

Base on my perspective, the song is about their fans. (I am cry. Fans myself. Bit my lower lip. Trying hard not to cry ㅜㅜ_ㅜㅜ) Their fans who had left them. (ㅜ_ㅜ) 

As the lyrics go :

*2nd Stanza*

[English]
 "You get into a different person’s car, link arms with him
As you smile
I thought I was okay now, I thought I was fine
But"

[Romanization]
"[Eunhyuk] Ttansaram chae tago, pyeonhage paljjang kkigo,
Utneun neoran geol
[Donghae] Nan ije gwaenchantago, amureochi antago,
Saenggakhaetdeon nainde,"

[My Interpretation]
"Them who transfer to another fandom and being comfortably happy.
The members thought they are okay with it that they don't mind."

*Chorus*

[English]
"But Still you, you, you, I haven’t forgotten you
Still you, you, you, I’m still the same, yeah
Am I hurting? (I am hurting)
I don’t know (I don’t know), oh no yeah
It’s still you, just you, still you"

[Romanization]
"[Donghae] Hajiman nan ajikdo you, you, you, mot ijeonna bwa,
[Eunhyuk] Ajikdo you, you, you, geudaeroinga bwa, yeah
[Donghae] Apeun geoni ([Eunhyuk] Apeun geoni), apeunga bwa,
I don’’t know ([Eunhyuk] I don’’t know), oh no …yeah
[All] Ajikdo nan, geudaero neol, ajikdo nan neol"

[My Interpretation]
"But SJ will never forget them(fans who left), and will still be the same when loving and thanking them(fans who left).
Do they feel hurt for you(fans who left) leaving or do they feel happy because you(fans who left) follow your happiness.
They don't know because they feel both... happy and sad"

*3rd(rap) & 4th Stanza*

[English]
"Yo I still look at your photos in my phone and press delete
I contemplate whether to call you or not
Running out of breath is all because of you
I calm myself but it barely lasts ten minutes
Erasing the scribbles you wrote in my heart
I guess I don’t want to yet, I don’t want to erase you

I become your shadow, following you every day
With my exhausted shoulders
If I take a step closer, you take two steps back
I have no choice but to look at you"

[Romanization]
"[Eunhyuk] Yo, nan ajikdo jeonhwa butdeulgo,
Neoui sajin humchyeobogo naseo sakjereul nureugo
Jeonhwahalkka gomine ppajigo
Sumi beokchan haruga da neo ttaemun,
Barojabeun maeum gireobwatja myeot sipbun
Nae mame nega geurin nakseoreul jiuneun ge,
Ajik sirheungabwa neol jiundaneun ge

[Donghae] Neoui geurimja doeeo, maeil ttaradanigo,
Jichin eokkael gamssamyeo
Hanbal deo dagagamyeon, dubal deo domangganeun,
Neoreul bara bol su bakke eomneun na"

[My Interpretation]
"They don't want to forget the memories that they(fans who left) gave them and even if how many times the boys say 'Don't Cheat!' they can never hold everyone and force them to stay being an ELF."

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

The main point is we enjoy this MV, their song and EUNHAE is back! Who cares about this Review ㅋㅋㅋ. Have a Good Day!

Everything that I've said in here is purely base on my perspectives. I don't mind if you criticize, because I am a free man and you are as well we can say what we want, what we think is wrong and right. I write what I see and what I feel.

--LYRICS Credits--
Translation Credits: pop!gasa 
Romanizations by: kpoplyrics.net 

October 23, 2013

How being an ELF changes me?

                Before being an ELF I have this awkward aura in me. I am always the laughing stock because I am fat. My classmates calling me insulting names but that didn’t stop me from studying hard, I become the cream of the crop, but it didn’t stop them either to bully me again. I was like why do they can’t accept me for what I am?

                One day while watching Pops-In-Seoul, This Music Video is playing 

COOKING? COOKING! - SUPER JUNIOR H

And I was like, “Oh maybe I need to try harder like the girl in the video.” So I started Googling the artist and found-out that it was Super Junior-H, which is said to be the sub-group of a 13-members idol group, Super Junior. I even watched it again on Youtube and then I notice this song of them called HAPPINESS, and every single nerves in my body starts crying.

                The feeling of being love is what I am always seeking from others because I feel like no one loves me, so I cried when I heard it. Then NEORAGO comes along which also talks about love. Hearing them sing and say “Forever” makes me feel love. Those were the times I feel like giving up already but then they grab my hand from letting go on the edge of a cliff; a hand that gives me hope to do my very best in every way. They taught me what really happiness means. They taught me what really being love feels. And the feeling of belongingness is what they make me feel complete.

                My mom told me that I have matured in my decisions in life, that I have become stronger and that I will never be fool in love, because Super Junior taught me that I don’t need a physical boyfriend with a shallow love but what I need is self-esteem, be me and not let other people bring me down. Super Junior makes me believe that even the impossible dreams are possible to achieve.

                 Because of them I know what I want to be, what I need and to appreciate the little things in my life. Even though I am addicted to them, and wanted to go beyond what I can, and sometimes I wanted to buy them (if only I am rich), I am contented to what my mom can give me.

                Being a fangirl is like being someone who is willing to dream, accept and achieve the things, people or the situation given to them. Being a fangirl is not simply idolizing them but also loving them unconditionally and supporting them endlessly.

                When I become an ELF I met these girls.
            I’m happy that I found this great people in my High School. I merely can’t imagine my life without their color. A High School without their great support to my fangirling activity is a dull senior year to me.
I thank them, for sharing, crying and laughing for all my craziness over Super Junior, I should have been an outcast without this girls. This girls showed me the foundation of true friendship, I mean they all know my stories and such, but they brought new hope that I deserve to not to be betrayed. I’m grateful because they were all their to listen, to laugh, to sing, to dance with me and to fall in love with SUPER JUNIOR that we know that is impossible to meet. (But I hope)

                These are my ELF treasures:

                Now, I only have to wait for my #RealUNLI moment to arrive right before my eyes. I am

Die-hard ELF,

October 4, 2013

We Conquer the Sportsfest (STICA)

“I believe in the impossible
If I reach deep within my heart
Overcome any obstacle
Won’t let this dream fall apart
See I strive to be the very best
Shine my light for all to see
Cause anything is possible
When you believe.”
-I believe by Fantasia

This time around I find myself singing the same part over and over again. Why? It seems unusual for me to be so excited about the occasion which I gladly (sarcastic) turned down. I was invited to be in the official line-up of volleyball team, yet I was force to let it go for a personal reason. Also, I would have been part of the cheering team and again it was nothing but dreaming to dance with them. Yes, two things came unexpectedly, yet in just one night I was force to leave it behind. I can’t tell you exactly, but to cut it short there is an argument involve.

            Actually, the point of writing this is to celebrate the Championship of our team, we actually won the over-all among the 7 competitors. Yes, even though we didn’t make it so some games, even though other teams are stepping on us, we still manage to be on top. What we have more than anyone else is a HEART that strives for what we believe. We believe that we can, like believing in the impossible to be possible.

            Yes, the heart makes it possible. The faith that we have for each other and the goal that we wanted to achieve has finally arrived.

“ ‘CAUSE ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE… WHEN YOU BELIEVE.” – I believe





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