Sister Fangirling

Hyukjae’s touching ending speech at SS5 Mexico (source : fyukjae)

Hyukjae's touching ending speech at SS5 Mexico (source: fyukjae)    

How being an ELF changes me?

                Before being an ELF I have this awkward aura in me. I am always the laughing stock because I am fat. My classmates calling me insulting names but that didn’t stop me from studying hard, I become the cream of the crop, but it didn’t stop them either to bully me again. I was like why do they can’t accept me for what I am?

                One day while watching Pops-In-Seoul, This Music Video is playing 

COOKING? COOKING! - SUPER JUNIOR H

And I was like, “Oh maybe I need to try harder like the girl in the video.” So I started Googling the artist and found-out that it was Super Junior-H, which is said to be the sub-group of a 13-members idol group, Super Junior. I even watched it again on Youtube and then I notice this song of them called HAPPINESS, and every single nerves in my body starts crying.

                The feeling of being love is what I am always seeking from others because I feel like no one loves me, so I cried when I heard it. Then NEORAGO comes along which also talks about love. Hearing them sing and say “Forever” makes me feel love. Those were the times I feel like giving up already but then they grab my hand from letting go on the edge of a cliff; a hand that gives me hope to do my very best in every way. They taught me what really happiness means. They taught me what really being love feels. And the feeling of belongingness is what they make me feel complete.

                My mom told me that I have matured in my decisions in life, that I have become stronger and that I will never be fool in love, because Super Junior taught me that I don’t need a physical boyfriend with a shallow love but what I need is self-esteem, be me and not let other people bring me down. Super Junior makes me believe that even the impossible dreams are possible to achieve.

                 Because of them I know what I want to be, what I need and to appreciate the little things in my life. Even though I am addicted to them, and wanted to go beyond what I can, and sometimes I wanted to buy them (if only I am rich), I am contented to what my mom can give me.

                Being a fangirl is like being someone who is willing to dream, accept and achieve the things, people or the situation given to them. Being a fangirl is not simply idolizing them but also loving them unconditionally and supporting them endlessly.

                When I become an ELF I met these girls.

            I’m happy that I found this great people in my High School. I merely can’t imagine my life without their color. A High School without their great support to my fangirling activity is a dull senior year to me.

I thank them, for sharing, crying and laughing for all my craziness over Super Junior, I should have been an outcast without this girls. This girls showed me the foundation of true friendship, I mean they all know my stories and such, but they brought new hope that I deserve to not to be betrayed. I’m grateful because they were all their to listen, to laugh, to sing, to dance with me and to fall in love with SUPER JUNIOR that we know that is impossible to meet. (But I hope)

                These are my ELF treasures:

          

                Now, I only have to wait for my #RealUNLI moment to arrive right before my eyes. I am

FOREVER ELF and Always on the GO to reach my GOAL!

Die-hard ELF,

Sharmaine

We Conquer the Sportsfest (STICA)

“I believe in the impossible
If I reach deep within my heart
Overcome any obstacle
Won’t let this dream fall apart
See I strive to be the very best
Shine my light for all to see
Cause anything is possible
When you believe.”
-I believe by Fantasia

This time around I find myself singing the same part over and over again. Why? It seems unusual for me to be so excited about the occasion which I gladly (sarcastic) turned down. I was invited to be in the official line-up of volleyball team, yet I was force to let it go for a personal reason. Also, I would have been part of the cheering team and again it was nothing but dreaming to dance with them. Yes, two things came unexpectedly, yet in just one night I was force to leave it behind. I can’t tell you exactly, but to cut it short there is an argument involve.

            Actually, the point of writing this is to celebrate the Championship of our team, we actually won the over-all among the 7 competitors. Yes, even though we didn’t make it so some games, even though other teams are stepping on us, we still manage to be on top. What we have more than anyone else is a HEART that strives for what we believe. We believe that we can, like believing in the impossible to be possible.

            Yes, the heart makes it possible. The faith that we have for each other and the goal that we wanted to achieve has finally arrived.

“ ‘CAUSE ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE… WHEN YOU BELIEVE.” – I believe

Note : To GILAS DILAW, CONGRATULATIONS!!! Gilas Dilaw! PUSO! PUSO! PUSO!

My POS (Point of Sales)

The moment when I finally make the whole program work :)))))

Yes! Defense! You're next!

Goodnight :)

Special Thanks to:  Coach Jerome :)

While… Do While….

While thinking of a good program to satisfy the problem. She held to her hand a piece of note that she took while her professor was lecturing, little did she know that the more she writes the less she learns.

            She was frustrated by the way her grades turned out to be not what she expected. She didn’t want to be the second best, what she always wanted is to be the first; always be the first. She was frustrated to the point that even if she took all her professor’s lecture, she still gets confused to what the discussion is all about.

            In the end, because of her frustration and irritation, she didn’t get to do what she was told to do which add to her growing frustration on that day.

For a change

From now on, I will post a kind of story telling type of entry regarding some random and environmental issues. I guess I would use my ability to create an extraordinary kind of reading online. More like a comics but not really.

Argh! I can’t explain it. Just read it though. ^^v

I would make sure it will be a different type of my posting before. :)

Enjoy the rest of the day and anticipate on the next entry.

Hope it would add color on you.

Signing off~