Letter to Leeeteuk Leader

Leeteuk Leader,

            Time really is an enemy. Before I knew it it’s already down to the last week. I am not afraid of the future as long as I know that I will see you still; even more reliable leader and a mature man who will continue leading us and inspiring us. To the leader I know and to the leader I will know after the time of your lose, I am staying beside you, even if it may not be possible now but I’ll make sure to kept my promise. To the leader that always brightens our day with your dimple smile, even though things may be a bit mess, you still manage to do your best, so that we will not worry that much.

            You've change a lot, physically. And I admit I didn't like it at first, though. I never realized then that what you are doing is for us; to make us proud of our skinny leader turned muscle guy. I cried a lot back then when I realized that you don’t want us to worry about you in army, but it also breaks my heart that what you are doing is preparing yourself and us that you are saying goodbye for a while. But I will be strong, just like you are. I will as well do my best and keep up with you.

            But time will always be a friend when you are waiting for the one you love. It may take too long for your love to arrive but in time you will surely meet her, like waiting for you to come back; safe and brave. I know waiting for you may take too long, because for me you are the one I love. True, parting makes time flies, but waiting will makes it slower. Two years may past easily. And after those two years, we will see a better you, even brighter than anyone else.

            Leeteuk Leader, come back safe and be always healthy. I will be waiting. Fighting!

Love,

@sharmaine1004

TIKTIK Aswang Chronicles (movie review)

  On October 21st, Sunday, my family and I watched TIKTIK Aswang Chronicles the movie which was directed by Erik Matti. At first I was actually laughing at this movie when I saw the trailer, I was like; "The heck with this movie?" "Another corny movie on theatres is now showing." I was really not interested at watching it at all. When we were on the ticket booth, I was really pissed when dad bought the ticket, "The heck?! There are other movies worth paying for." and I was cursing the ticket selling at the back of my head.

  When I heard that the movie used only green screen I was really discriminating it to death. "Who will watch that kind of movie? Green screen? Computer effects? I bet that movie is just another fail computer effects." See how I reacted on this movie "before" I've seen it? You can't blame me; other movies with computer effects in the Philippines are nothing but low quality.

  So after hearing that TIKTIK Aswang Chronicles is about special effects my expectation didn't change, until I've seen it. "I am impressed" that's all I can utter after the first effect came on scene. It excites me even more when the Tiktik transforms; from a pig to a human. The whole movie is not what I expected; it was beyond my expectations at all. "You can't tell that it was all green screens, unless you knew it." The transformation and all are just amazing; I mean how they can imagine such thing, and not just that, but also the story, straight to the point. Unlike other movies, they have too many twists which are not helping at all. But this movie stays on its main plot; it is not boring to watch. It scares me, like I was really yelling. It made us laugh, especially on the scene where Makoy(Dingdong Dantes) thought that Bart(Ramon Bautista) was a Tiktik and made him eat the 'Boy Bawang'(corn snack garlic flavor), and also on the part where Nestor(Joey Marquez) eating the heart of the other Tiktik who killed his wife Fely(Janice de Belen) while yelling, "Gusto mo magkainan?  Magkainan tayo!"

  The breath taking part was when the baby was falling from the grip of the head Tiktik Tatang(Roi Vinzon) and  Sonia(Lovi Poe) is aiming to catch it. Right after that was Macoy's(Dingdong Dantes) turn to kill Tatang(Roi Vinzon) and there it ends.

  When the movie ends we are all satisfied with what we've seen and all those discouraging words I said earlier (I swallowed it back in) were replaced by two thumbs up. Now I know we can really produce a movie that is very much high quality like foreign films that we are all watching. This review is nothing but my own perspectives. I am glad that I get to see this kind of movie, and proud because this movie is a Filipino movie, with such effects and story plot, what else do I need to have? Nothing.

image source : http://www.theaswangchronicles.com/

Jollibee!!!

I was done doing this project; an image of Jollibee using some sort of seeds.

I made it. Yey!

Whatever...

So it's been decided. I see, should I be sad or should I be glad? Tell me, what should be the best feeling that compliments this situation? I have a lot of thoughts in mind about you. I don't know if these thoughts are helpful or quite painful. And I guess I was having this random post again, should I post this to your wall? Maybe no, maybe yes, but either way you'll still sees it somehow. All I wish is that it will reach you.

Some things are very complicated and I don't know which goes first or which would be easier to solve. I guess what makes things complicated is because of how I interpret it. I'm not saying I fail at logic but I'm admitting that sometimes I'm too afraid to know the outcome. I am afraid of accepting the fact that this goes here and that goes somewhere.

I didn't randomly post this to make you confuse for what I was dealing now. All I want is to have at least a simple outlet of these things that I don't understand. I don't need you to solve these for me, but what I need is for you to do great on your duty; the responsibilities that you will soon face. I post this to hide. Hide from the expectations, from the pressure and from my emotions. It might confuse you saying, "What the hell is she up to?" or "What is this stupid crap?"

You can say whatever you wanted to say, you can judge me all you want, but this will never bother me. I'm not blogging for whatever reason I am blogging because I want to express my thoughts not because I wanted to hear your compliments nor your side-comments but just to speak my mind.

Random #1

I had this dream again last night; I had this dream before but forgot to tell you.

It was in a classroom where I was one of Super Junior block mates, it was Korean History subject and Siwon and Donghae were late for lecture. The professor stop when they suddenly enter the homeroom but she and our block mates didn't recognized both Siwon and Donghae and even SuJu. In short I was the only person that knew them. Then came our dismissal, I was called by our professor and asked me who are the two late and the group of men sitting near the windows, and why are they popular. I told her that they are Super Junior the Hallyu star and I'm one of their million fans. She then said, "Ah, I see, that's why there are girls outside. By the way, I'll be leaving them to you, discuss them these <handling me papers> this is your chance." she then wink at me and leave. That time I was glad.

But then they are very busy with their own free time. I was near Donghae so I decided to start from him first since I can't lecture to all of them. Donghae that time was sitting besides me, and we were like a ruler away from each other. 'My, my, so handsome' that's what I thought when he was looking straight at me saying "I already know that." Then I introduce myself, "By the way, I'm Sharmaine..." then he cut me off.”I know you, Sharmaine1004 right?" then I was shock and ask him how did he know, he then took my notebook and said it was written there, so I laughed and told me that he wants to show me something; his drawings. It was really good, like a real artist.

Then we went to the other members, I saw a Eunhyuk and his artwork that looks like him and ask me if I want it. I was about to take it when Leeteuk came and ask why I am still there even if the class had ended, I told him that our professor told me to discuss it to them since they are late, also since I am a fan, I pretty much know you well and I am an Angel by the way; with a smile on my face then I bowed suddenly I felt dizzy so I face straight to the floor. The others didn't help me though Eunhyuk and Sungmin asking if I'm okay then they helped me stand. I told them I'm fine and I am just excited to see Mr. Park up-close.

That time Leeteuk was annoyed saying, "Why did you call me by my surname?!" So I told him I didn't know what kind of honorifics I will use. And again I introduce myself, "My name is Sharmaine..." then this time Heechul cut me saying, "Sharmaine, you are the one who wrote the Letter to Kim Heechul, right?" I told him yes I was the one. Then Donghae added, "That means you're the one who made a poem for my birthday" I nodded. Also Leeteuk said, "So, you're the brave girl who wanted me to her husband or even her boyfriend." I said yes confidently and told them that I am studying very hard to interview them someday and direct a movie where they are the lead actors. They just laughed and gave me souvenirs then we had a mini-photo shoot and they all asked for my e-mail address saying "Let's chat and we'll call you often"

That's the end of the dream and when I woke up I find myself smiling all day long.

I thank you...

This is my B2, Felyn  ♥

She greeted me on 11 my birthday using this fansign, it’s a first that I’d received this kind of greeting from a beloved ELF. I am really thankful that we’ve met each other even though we aren’t yet really seeing each other personally. I love her and we will support our beloved SUPER JUNIOR forever. ♥

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Another greeting from another ELF, her name is LJ~unnie(older sister):

**Saeng il chukkha hamnida..

     Saeng il chukkha hamnida..

     Saranghaneun uri-Maineee..

     Saeng il chukkha hamnida!!!*

     May God graces you more bright ideasss… Be happy J

     MALIGAYANG BATI! (Happy greetings!)

     Blessingsss ^^

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To All My TAPH (Teuk Angels Philippines),

     Thank you all so much. *smooch*

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I may be gotten older but I will always believe that in life sometimes we just need to be childish to understand that we are now an adult. J

This may be too late but it is still the same week after my celebration. J

Goodnight *smooch*

Another Fanboard post

Super Junior Fanboard Title: Waiting (it's a poem I wrote)

~Waiting~

I’ll wait for the day

That you’re 13+2 again;

Better and braver men

While you’re performing.

I’ll wait for the day when you,

Park Jungsu came on the scene

And led the rest with an “AND”,

Not an “END” but an “AND”.

Be back safe and healthy as well,

Kim Heechul, Please never get ill.

No matter how long,

No matter how lonely

Not seeing you two tonight,

When I look up,

We still look for the

Brightest in the sky.

Like what I always said, no matter where we are, we are still under the same sky; the Sapphire Blue Sky.

Be safe and comeback. I’ll be there waiting until the and… We will wait. Fighting!!! Super Juni~~or!!! AJA!!!

By the way, tomorrow is my birthday, September 11, 2012. You are all invited J

http://superjunior.smtown.com/ (under the call sign of Sharmaine)

Goodnight people J