Topic: FAN GIRL

In our English class earlier this day, our professor asked us to do FREE WRITING. He gave us 12 minutes to write about whatever topic will pop into our heads.

The first thing that comes into my mind is the word FANDOM but then as I write things about it, it sounds to be about FAN GIRL.

“ Have you been addicted to someone, celebrity to be specific? How do you feel when you become his/her fan?

Well, I’ve been to this fandom, ELF, for about 4 years now. I never get tired of being one of them because as a fangirl, I can express whatever I want to say because we have the same topics and we updated each other.

Do you know Super Junior?

-A Korean boy band that is composed of 13 handsome and talented gentlemen. They are the one I’m addicted to. I am not ashamed even if you stereotype as other ELF is. I am just being me and no one can really tell who you really are unless you don’t know your own self.

I know what I like and the things that will make me happy. Being a fangirl doesn’t really mean that you are like stalkers and so. I believe that being a fangirl can make you realize who you really want to be in the future.

You will get inspired for someone and because of that you will learn to love each and everything in your life; you can find friends that you never expected to meet and lastly, you can also inspired someone by simply sharing what are the good points of being an expressive fan.

Fandoms don’t always have positive side. They also have flaws because we are humans and humans commit mistakes. I agree to that. I, myself notice it; fandoms fight each other while their artists are very close to another. Sometimes, it is also about things that you want to buy to fulfill the fangirl side of you, those things are sometimes expensive. Bu because you are a fan, you can’t take that away. ”


That's what I wrote. What do you think?

Yehey!

I am glad that my internet connection is finally working.

For the past days I’ve got nothing to do but to watch TV and to read updates through my phone. I’m so sad without internet connection.

How can I blog?

How can I facebook?

How can I tweet?

How can I tumblr?

And lastly, how can I read those lectures online?

I was so grateful that the connection is doing fine now.

Gosh I have a lot of stuffs to talk about. About my Expo tour in different networks here in the Philippines: GMA and ABS-CBN.

Okay, first of all I want to say HI!!!

(Hahaha, retarded mode again, mian.)

Our trip was held on Nov. 29. It is always sad to say that Filipinos can’t stick to the time being said, I mean Filipino Time.

Yes, the officers told us that we have to at the registration place at exactly 4 o’clock or else we will be left out. So my mom drove me there 5 minutes before 4 o’clock. What did I find there? Well, the gate is still close and there are my colleagues waiting for the guard to open it. And what’s funny is that I found –out that the officers forgot to tell the guards that we will be having our trip and the buss will go there soon. See? Officers should check or at least double check everything first before they plan everything and decided on something.

Enough of that Filipino Time…

Fan Girl Mode 2

I miss you Kim Heechul.

You're unique being makes me want to know you even more.

I hope someday I will have lunch with you.

Aish. I miss your voice, that made me feel like I'm in fairy-tale.

Fan Girl Mode

Just got home...

JungSu: Why are you late? You didn't even phone me. I was worried sick.

Me: Oppah, mianhae. I just got so busy and forgot about the time. Baegopa?

JungSu: Why call me Oppah? Why not Yeobo? *pouts*

Me: *laughs* Aigoo, my JungSu is so handsome. *hugs*

JungSu: Arayo. *laughs*

Me: Kaja, mokko. I'll cook for you.

JungSu: Already did. *peck on the cheek*

Me: *whispers* Yeobo? Saranghae ♥

JungSu: Nado, Saranghae ♥

"There's nothing wrong if you're in love with your Bias. The only wrong thing is when you expect him to love you back."

Sad WISH

As I said a while ago, TVXQ’s WISH makes me feel better. But after seeing this fanmade video I don’t know what happen, I felt sad and now I’m crying. *tears*

I don’t like seeing them cry and that’s why I keep on voting for their win.

*JungSu came*

“What's wrong?”

“Look, your… no this video makes me sad.” *cries even harder*

“*looks at the monitor* You shouldn’t be sad. Those are all great memories.” JungSu wipe those tears

*sigh*

-He really knows what to do

SUPER JUNIOR, THE LAST MAN STANDING!

TVXQ feat. Kyuhyun and Ryeowook

Good day!

   Okay, recently I was addicted to TVXQ’s WISH featuring Kyuhyun and Ryeowook. I don’t know why but every time I listen to this song, it makes me feel better. I can’t close myself to being a CASSIE, though my mother fandom is ELF. It’s just that I really like this song and as I search some of TVXQ’s songs, I fell in love with their voice. KYAAAA!!!

   Not bad to be a CASSIE but still I’m an ELF and no one can change that. I can be whatever I want to be, right? Well, I still don’t have a bias in TVXQ, though I like U-KNOW in KBS POSEIDON, he looks tough, I like.

*here comes JUNGSU’s death glare*

   “Mianhae, Jungsu~oppah, U are still the one! Chunmal! I just find U-KNOW quite my type.”

*JUNGSU walks out*

KYAAA!!! “What should I do???”

BYE!

*runs after him*

I don’t have the reason to get JEALOUS! (but…)

I know you’re not mine, but I hope that someday you’ll be. I know I’m just a fangirl and you might not even know me, but I’ll never stop believing that someday we might cross the same road. I know it’s just for a show, but who knows if you really had developed feelings toward her. I know I don’t have to say this, but I can’t help myself hurting, like a broken glass that even if you try to stick together there’s still a mark. Hurting like I know myself I should not felt. Hurting that I know I don’t have the right to have. Hurting that only I was the one who know. Hurting that no one will ever understand how much it causes me heartache. Hurting but I still can’t help myself having. And lastly, hurting that I know I love you even more.

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Early this morning my friend and I were talking about “CRYING THING”. She then said, “Why did someone cried on SS4? OA!” (She knows how much I love SUPER JUNIOR) “That ‘OA’ is MY BIAS. He cried because even if it is hard for him to perform with lesser members on stage, he had to deal with it because he is the leader and a leader should be strong. He is not OA, OKAY?! I am an ELF and I won’t force you if you don’t like them but please don’t say such things.” I said in mind, “If I were to choose between you and being an ELF, I surely chose being an ELF without hesitation.”