Fan Girl is sensitive

I miss this guy

     It’s just that---this day I’m actually heating-up because of those bashing and attacking that my colleagues are doing. You know as a fangirl you should always support your favorite celebrity, but it doesn't mean that you also have to bash others as well. How can you call yourself a fangirl if you are acting so immature about the way showbiz industry do things?

     We all know that showbiz or entertainment have this kind of world---like turning your heads upside down. I mean entertainment are not always the way you want it, there are times that you have to accept the fact that your celebrity is no longer popular. Things aren't permanent. As fangirls we wish that our favorite celebrities are always on the spotlight and we want them to be the main attraction in this kind of business, but we sometimes disappoints ourselves when things are not in the way we want it.

    Yes, personally, I get hurt for every single time that others are bashing with my celebrity. It felt like you want to just run after those people who don’t know how it hurts to be like us, fangirls. I felt bad when things are rough with them. I felt broke when they are being violated but I don’t want to go on and just be an immature fan doing childish things. I’m not a naive fan; I know how things work in this world, in this industry.

     I was not lifting my chair up but it’s just that, we can support them by being who we are. We don’t need to fight each other, fandom to fandom. That’s not what our celebrities want. Look at it this way; our celebrities are so close together, like they hang-out together, chat together and even sweet with each other. While their fans are bashing each other, violating each other’s right and hurting each other. Isn't ironic, our celebrities bond together and we, fans are bashing each other?

    Be more like a fan than a freak. Act like a fan not a gangster. Support them as a fan not to destroy their image. Sometimes what their fans are doing can affect their career. They get antis because of how their fans act. Aren’t you being ashamed of how you always message them of those encouraging words yet looking down on other celebrity? The thought of how you are very careful of how you took care of your idol yet very clumsy on how you treat the other idol.

     Think about it fellow fangirls; we are millions in numbers and all we want is to get those awards that our idols are also wanting. If we really are their fan we should not waste our time doing those childish stuffs, like kids bullying others. We should use our strength, ourselves and our numbers to be part of those award that they want to have. It is not just an achievement for them but also for us. Enough with those fanwars and everything, why don’t we have a cup of tea sometimes, talking about how great each others’ fandom and celebrities we are engaged to, having those friendly activities will make us be very happy about everything.

     To those who are not yet in the fandom world, you might not understand how hard it is but it is full of fan activities. You might think of how weird we are but I personally grew better when I become a part of this fandom world.

     I want to be always in the optimistic side of everything even if things are in its worst. I don’t know why but whenever I think of how fandom world, how being a fangirl help me become me, I felt like I take an ecstasy and was very hyper. You know, I find being a fangirl really the other me, I mean in this fandom world I broadly see things and I widely understands how to become a person that is  really me.

    The person that doesn't know how to lie to herself, the person who is very much open to look at the other part of her being, I become me without having any insecurities because of the fandom world, you guys, made me feel like I belong here, like I am part of a one very big family. Thank you for welcoming me in this family; you are all the colors in my life.

     If we all just be rational, we can still get what we really want for being a fangirl for our celebrity. Like in economics; if you and your friend found a hundred peso bill and he said that you will get a peso and he will get the 99 pesos, if you are a rational thinker you will agree in whatever sharing he will proposed. Rational thinking means that it is okay for you to have whatever as long as you get whatever. The point is “At least I got something” same thing with us, even if it is painful to accept the fact that our celebrities lose, at least they are on the nominees list or at least they are nominated and on the top 10 or whatever their rank is, at least they are on the rank. The most awards that they can get are the support that their fans are giving them. When their fans are there they will continue on shinning and there are always these people that will never let them down. =)

*Sorry for the long post I got there, hope it made sense…*