내사랑

나는 그래서 상처가 보여 주지 않겠어 웃으려고 노력한다.

모든 사람들을 말해 주세요.

네가 떠나는을 만나서 매우 기뻤다.

하지만 눈물은 그냥 물러나지 않을 것이다.

고독함은 나를 발견했다.

는 여기에 머무를 것 같은데요.

나는 내가 내 생활을 위하여 앞으로, 인생 너 없이 살 수 없어 맞을 수 없다고 생각했다.

나는 나에 이 메모리 현실로 돌아와 할 기억을 가지고 있다.

Pretty Interesting

I was listening to this song early this morning and something triggered my complicated mind.
Well, the song is a very popular one. Something that people would jokingly use when trying to say something, more like cursing them. If you are curious about the song then you have to read until the end.

Anyway, so the song that I was talking about somehow, I made it connected to the government.
You see, the song was divided two commoners (house pets), middle class (rich pets) and the ancient history animal. (I am giving hint here) So, that said, The thing is commoners are wailing over poverty, how hard life in this country was and the constant increasing of goods. While the the middle class can just go with the flow. Especially, those who has business, they wail but they can still go on. And the ancient history, the government, they muted everything that goes within the four sides of the government's establishments.

My point is. People are waiting, like in the song, waiting to hear the fox. We, are waiting to hear from the government, when would the agony of the people will disappear, if not, when would there be fairness.

NP - The Fox (What does the fox say?) by Ylvis

You!

Yah!!!

You were reading my blog.

Aigoo~

-.-

I am afraid of what might had happen.
I am weak to face tomorrow.
I am killing this time.
Killing my memories.
Killing my senses.
Soon killing myself.

I just had to be, have to be and it must happen.

I guess...

Today is just another fairy-tale...

     Here I am killing my time spending hours of reading. Hoping I would find ease in me. But this war is slowly killing me. How am I suppose to like the reality when all it does is bullying me? How am I suppose to live in fantasy, when happiness is dissolving me? I don't know which fate I would take. The road not taken or the road that had been worn?

     I will create the fantasy that I can both be who I want to be and who I don't. Ironically, I don't know which I really am. Will you know someone who is mentally present but physically absent?

#Random

I am making things in my head...
Losing my way back to you again...
Falling on the ground...
Limbs are apart...
I hit my head hard...
Torn it to pieces...
But still...

The reason why...

     The reason why others get too immature for someone is because they think that being around the circle of other people will make them feel more mature when the truth is they don't really get themselves what they are looking for. What they really get are judgement and those were the things they cannot accept. The truth is, rather than being mature they become narrow-minded.

     Yes, everything, everyone changes, if you can't keep up with it, then you don't belong. Well, changes can be good or bad. But changes doesn't mean forgetting the promises you have pledge to for someone. Maybe that is the reason why other people can't accept changing. Because changing comes with forgetting.

     Therefore, I think we change but we will not forget the things we made a promise to keep. I still believe that promises are always being kept and not being left. We should always remember that promises are suppose to be meant not half meant.