June 15, 2014

-.-

I am afraid of what might had happen.
I am weak to face tomorrow.
I am killing this time.
Killing my memories.
Killing my senses.
Soon killing myself.

I just had to be, have to be and it must happen.

April 15, 2014

I guess...

Today is just another fairy-tale...

     Here I am killing my time spending hours of reading. Hoping I would find ease in me. But this war is slowly killing me. How am I suppose to like the reality when all it does is bullying me? How am I suppose to live in fantasy, when happiness is dissolving me? I don't know which fate I would take. The road not taken or the road that had been worn?

     I will create the fantasy that I can both be who I want to be and who I don't. Ironically, I don't know which I really am. Will you know someone who is mentally present but physically absent?

#Random

I am making things in my head...
Losing my way back to you again...
Falling on the ground...
Limbs are apart...
I hit my head hard...
Torn it to pieces...
But still...

April 14, 2014

The reason why...

     The reason why others get too immature for someone is because they think that being around the circle of other people will make them feel more mature when the truth is they don't really get themselves what they are looking for. What they really get are judgement and those were the things they cannot accept. The truth is, rather than being mature they become narrow-minded.

     Yes, everything, everyone changes, if you can't keep up with it, then you don't belong. Well, changes can be good or bad. But changes doesn't mean forgetting the promises you have pledge to for someone. Maybe that is the reason why other people can't accept changing. Because changing comes with forgetting.

     Therefore, I think we change but we will not forget the things we made a promise to keep. I still believe that promises are always being kept and not being left. We should always remember that promises are suppose to be meant not half meant.

December 23, 2013

Super Junior Donghae & Eunhyuk_ 아직도 난(Still You)_Music Video [Review]



The first thing that comes to my head after seeing the teaser is a story between two good friends that had separated for a reason since Eunhyuk and Donghae were on the different pages. Though, their lives are still connected somehow.

I am not surprise to hear that Eunhyuk, the guy can sing very well. I was actually taken a back and tell myself that this guy should sing more of this genre since we all know that he is an exceptional rapper. As I was writing this part, I am actually listening to Eunhyuk's part.

Donghae, on the other hand looks so innocent on the video, the eyes are almost crying. I don't know if it is because he was ask to do so, but I am feeling something inside him is empty and lonely. Maybe it was because of the song itself. I will not comment about his voice since we heard him sung the same genre with K.R.Y.

Let's talk about the scene where Eunhyuk was walking and passes by a pretty lady, I know ELFs died after seeing his (I don't know how to describe his smile. But it surely knocks me down. Like my soul just wonder to Neverland) smile. I also envy that girl, I know you felt it to, no need for further explanation.

How about the waiter and Donghae at the café, I was actually laughing on that scene (sorry Donghae oppa. I can't help it. ㅋㅋㅋ). I still see you as a kid not a man at all. And that is what I love about you.

Enough about the MV talks let's now go to the music and lyrics.

Base on my perspective, the song is about their fans. (I am cry. Fans myself. Bit my lower lip. Trying hard not to cry ㅜㅜ_ㅜㅜ) Their fans who had left them. (ㅜ_ㅜ) 

As the lyrics go :

*2nd Stanza*

[English]
 "You get into a different person’s car, link arms with him
As you smile
I thought I was okay now, I thought I was fine
But"

[Romanization]
"[Eunhyuk] Ttansaram chae tago, pyeonhage paljjang kkigo,
Utneun neoran geol
[Donghae] Nan ije gwaenchantago, amureochi antago,
Saenggakhaetdeon nainde,"

[My Interpretation]
"Them who transfer to another fandom and being comfortably happy.
The members thought they are okay with it that they don't mind."

*Chorus*

[English]
"But Still you, you, you, I haven’t forgotten you
Still you, you, you, I’m still the same, yeah
Am I hurting? (I am hurting)
I don’t know (I don’t know), oh no yeah
It’s still you, just you, still you"

[Romanization]
"[Donghae] Hajiman nan ajikdo you, you, you, mot ijeonna bwa,
[Eunhyuk] Ajikdo you, you, you, geudaeroinga bwa, yeah
[Donghae] Apeun geoni ([Eunhyuk] Apeun geoni), apeunga bwa,
I don’’t know ([Eunhyuk] I don’’t know), oh no …yeah
[All] Ajikdo nan, geudaero neol, ajikdo nan neol"

[My Interpretation]
"But SJ will never forget them(fans who left), and will still be the same when loving and thanking them(fans who left).
Do they feel hurt for you(fans who left) leaving or do they feel happy because you(fans who left) follow your happiness.
They don't know because they feel both... happy and sad"

*3rd(rap) & 4th Stanza*

[English]
"Yo I still look at your photos in my phone and press delete
I contemplate whether to call you or not
Running out of breath is all because of you
I calm myself but it barely lasts ten minutes
Erasing the scribbles you wrote in my heart
I guess I don’t want to yet, I don’t want to erase you

I become your shadow, following you every day
With my exhausted shoulders
If I take a step closer, you take two steps back
I have no choice but to look at you"

[Romanization]
"[Eunhyuk] Yo, nan ajikdo jeonhwa butdeulgo,
Neoui sajin humchyeobogo naseo sakjereul nureugo
Jeonhwahalkka gomine ppajigo
Sumi beokchan haruga da neo ttaemun,
Barojabeun maeum gireobwatja myeot sipbun
Nae mame nega geurin nakseoreul jiuneun ge,
Ajik sirheungabwa neol jiundaneun ge

[Donghae] Neoui geurimja doeeo, maeil ttaradanigo,
Jichin eokkael gamssamyeo
Hanbal deo dagagamyeon, dubal deo domangganeun,
Neoreul bara bol su bakke eomneun na"

[My Interpretation]
"They don't want to forget the memories that they(fans who left) gave them and even if how many times the boys say 'Don't Cheat!' they can never hold everyone and force them to stay being an ELF."

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The main point is we enjoy this MV, their song and EUNHAE is back! Who cares about this Review ㅋㅋㅋ. Have a Good Day!

Everything that I've said in here is purely base on my perspectives. I don't mind if you criticize, because I am a free man and you are as well we can say what we want, what we think is wrong and right. I write what I see and what I feel.

--LYRICS Credits--
Translation Credits: pop!gasa 
Romanizations by: kpoplyrics.net