July 12, 2015

Love can't lie...

There are certain times in life that we are keeping something from someone but is that what we really wanted? Is this our way of ending things? Or we just want to really protect someone to be taken away from us? I don't know whether to have faith and not ask or to be curious at all times.

I was in a situation where I felt like I am being neglected, taken for granted and was being forgotten. I don't know what reason, I don't know what happen, or even the explanation is to hard to understand. But... I am the type who never let go. I will never give up until you told me so. I will stay and hold your hand not until you want me to not stay anymore. I am that person. I am the person who will be by your side even if I feel unwanted but until you say so, that's the time for me to finally move on and see your happiness and freedom. I am that kind of person, I am patient and willing to wait until you came and remind me that you will not come back.

I do cry at times, no many times. I ask a lot of questions, though, answers are nowhere to be found. I think most of the time but it was all wishful thinking. I miss you most of the time but I cannot seem to reach you. I never blame you. In fact, I truly understand you. I will understand you whatever people might say. That is because I love you.

Loving you is the biggest mistake. YES! I totally agree. But it brings me happiness and I hope you feel the same way too. I believed. I am believing. I will believe.