April 15, 2014

I guess...

Today is just another fairy-tale...

     Here I am killing my time spending hours of reading. Hoping I would find ease in me. But this war is slowly killing me. How am I suppose to like the reality when all it does is bullying me? How am I suppose to live in fantasy, when happiness is dissolving me? I don't know which fate I would take. The road not taken or the road that had been worn?

     I will create the fantasy that I can both be who I want to be and who I don't. Ironically, I don't know which I really am. Will you know someone who is mentally present but physically absent?

#Random

I am making things in my head...
Losing my way back to you again...
Falling on the ground...
Limbs are apart...
I hit my head hard...
Torn it to pieces...
But still...

April 14, 2014

The reason why...

     The reason why others get too immature for someone is because they think that being around the circle of other people will make them feel more mature when the truth is they don't really get themselves what they are looking for. What they really get are judgement and those were the things they cannot accept. The truth is, rather than being mature they become narrow-minded.

     Yes, everything, everyone changes, if you can't keep up with it, then you don't belong. Well, changes can be good or bad. But changes doesn't mean forgetting the promises you have pledge to for someone. Maybe that is the reason why other people can't accept changing. Because changing comes with forgetting.

     Therefore, I think we change but we will not forget the things we made a promise to keep. I still believe that promises are always being kept and not being left. We should always remember that promises are suppose to be meant not half meant.