Today my past lover wants to get back on me again. It’s been a
while since he last asked me about this kind of thing and I thought everything
about us is doing great. I guess I was wrong. You know people are not getting
tired so easily, I know that but this kind of thing is really annoying. I mean
give me a break!
I remember last night he was trying to talk to me in person and I
just insisted. There are no more issues to talk about. I’ve had enough of him
and it’s been 4 years now, just moved on already!
He wanted an explanation why I don’t want to be with him anymore.
Just so he knows I’ve been doing great on my field and I don’t want him to be
on the way. But he didn’t accept it. That leaves me no choice.
This is what I told him: “You were asking why, I gave you an
answer and yet you still insisted that it wasn’t enough. Here I am being
considerate not to hurt you but you were just so stubborn. Okay. Here’s why.
Because I realized I love myself. I am very in love with myself that I can’t
even let anyone to share my love with. Call me a narcissistic or whatever, I
just can’t find someone whom I can love me more than I love myself.”
See how conceited am I? Well I don’t know how I become like this
but one day I realized I should put myself first and not to be moved with those
romantic, sweet words that a guy mouthing. I mean if girls are all in love with
their self, they will surely be very happy with the guys they will meet because
those guys meet their expectations of loving them.
I thought I could put this here. Hahaha
(Just one of my random)
